The LANGUAGE of OUR HEART is PICTURES which can paint a thousand WORDS, whatever the PICTURE says however, will DEPEND on whatever INTERPRETATION we have in our HEARTS concerning similar IMAGES.
Our SOULS take in the information/DATA/DUST of the pictures presented in the here and now.
The interpretation of that PRESENT IMAGE however will come AUTOMATICALLY and INSTANTANEOUSLY from the IMAGE, STORED as a CELLULAR MEMORY in our HEART, that CORRESPONDS to the FIRST TIME we REACTED in a CERTAIN WAY.
DEPENDING on the CIRCUMSTANCES and the WAY we FIRST REACTED either POSITIVE or NEGATIVE the CURRENT information/DATA/DUST will STIMULATE a REPLICA of that FIRST REACTION and the SCULPTURE that was FIRST CREATED will be REINFORCED and BECOME that bit more SOLID in our BELIEFS.
UNFORTUNATELY for the most part our INTERPRETATION WILL be based on a LIE we are BELIEVING to be TRUE which BECOMES our OWN OPINION, this programming that we have in our HEARTS, from which we BUILD a LIFE and our FALSE SELF will DEFEND till the BITTER end.
This we BELIEVE is our MIND (for which there is no Hebrew WORD), WHO we BELIEVE we are, a THOUGHT PROCESS we also BELIEVE we are in CONTROL of.
We FOOL ourselves because we have been FOOLED and TRAINED to THINK that way from birth, whereas in TRUTH, we have been TAUGHT how to MEMORISE in order to be able to REGURGITATE STORED INFORMATION our SOUL can DISPLAY to the world so we can APPEAR to have it ALL together with our INTELLECT is exalted.
However, what we BELIEVE in our HEART is what we TRULY BELIEVE……….But WHO or WHAT was the SOURCE?
When it comes to matters of the HEART versus the SOUL, then the HEART will win every time.
As you can see above, there are five pictures that I took during my work day, I took them with the sole purpose of TELLING a STORY that will paint IMAGES for you to hopefully IMPACT your HEART and DEMONSTRATE that if the EYES of our HEART are OPEN to SEE, that everything we do, can TEACH us something about our HEARTS.
We have TRULY been TAUGHT when we have THOUGHT about what we THINK and the IMAGES we have are being EXPERIENCED in our HEARTS.
However, the eyes of your SOUL, your OUTER LIFE, will SEE them, they will take in the information DATA/DUST and your PAST EXPERIENCES and MEMORIES of similar IMAGES imprinted upon your HEART will interpret them.
You see some keys, doors, a fence and a pile of bricks. None of which MEANS anything to you, other than what they are. You see the CONCEPTS but you don’t know the REALITY of why the pictures/IMAGES were taken.
So what has some keys, a roller shutter door and black doors, an electronic box, a chained up fence and a pile of bricks tell us about our HEARTS.
If I was a gambling man, I would place good money that you are trying to make up a story right now.
Fortunately, I no longer am but that’s another a STORY, that FIRST FRACTAL I was BELIEVING that CAUSED my GAMBLING ADDICTIONS was removed a long time ago, those WEEDS no longer exist in the GARDEN of my HEART.
This insight I am writing, I HOPE will ILLUMINATE the IMPORTANCE of (קרא qara), reading to MEET the AUTHOR, for only the one who drew the IMAGE, either in WORDS (דּבר dabar) or in this case with photographs KNOWS the REALITY.
Anything else is just CONJECTURE based on what we BELIEVE based on our OWN OPINION from the PROGRAMMING of the IMAGES in our HEART. Which, TRUTH be KNOW is in FACT DEPENDENT on the SOURCE and from which SPIRIT the BELIEF came.
WE ARE WHO WE ARE IN OUR HEARTS………But unless we have the RIGHT KEY our TRUE SELF will FOREVER be LOCKED away.
So,for any of this to make sense there is another Hebrew word we need to meet, and it is the word “DABAR” which is the Hebrew word translated into the English word, WORD, but like all the other Hebrew words, DABAR goes much deeper than just meaning a collection of letters written in sequence to make a WORD.
DABAR literally means, the ESSENCE, the CHARACTER, the REALITY not a concept, the PERSON or THING itself. Every letter is living and active, they have character, a personality, they mean something.
So the photographs I have taken tell the story that is in my HEART, my ESSENCE, my CHARACTER, the REALITY of who I am, are contained in those pictures. The REALITY of who you are is the IMAGES stored in your HEART.
You may not know what they are, but what you TRULY believe is what is stored in your HEART.
To you however, who do not know me, you will see the same IMAGES everyone else sees, the CONCEPT is there before your eyes, for your SOUL to see, but unless I tell you and give you the reasons behind the IMAGES, you will not know the TRUE meaning.
The story YOU tell, will be based on your own paradigm which forms in your own HEART from where your interpretation of the IMAGES will come, giving voice to your own opinion.
While it maybe a great story and easily believed, it is only your opinion, not the TRUTH, it will only be a counterfeit.
How could you know? Well…..if I told you, so let me tell you what was on my HEART and the reason for the pictures.
Don,t forget to QARA, meet the AUTHOR and in doing so, I hope the ESSENCE and CHARACTER of the pictures paint a wonderful IMAGE that can become a REALITY in your HEART.
So sit back, relax and allow me to transport you into my workplace and into my HEART.
It was July, a Friday, the day was glorious, hot, the sun was shining in a clear blue sky, a gentle breeze was blowing that made the heat bearable.
There is a fence that runs the length of my field.
On one side of the fence, my pitches were looking splendid,
cultivated and thriving through the loving, tender care they had received, bringing order. The vision that is in my HEART slowly but surly unfolding on the canvas that is my workplace.
On the other side of the fence though, CHAOS,
and it was time for the annual complaint from the neighbours who live in the house you can see below as the weeds and overgrowth invade their land through another fence.
A weed is defined as a wild plant growing where it is not wanted and in competition with cultivated plants. There had been no cultivating here, just wild growth.

Now I say it is an annual problem, because I am the only person who looks after the 25 acres of grounds, so this area because it is between fences in what I call no mans land is low on my priority list. It is a WILDERNESS.
Also, there is no easy access, in fact in my first year, I have been here four years now, there was no access at all, so we had to remove the corner panel you can see, it is big and heavy requiring at least two men.
To secure it and save time in the future, once the work was finished, the panel was put back in place and secured in the four corners with chains and pad locked.
So by now your probably thinking what has this got to do with my HEART.
Like I have mentioned our HEARTS are like a garden, in fact our HEARTS are a garden where good and bad seed will grow.
The seeds in our HEARTS are stored IMAGES that will reproduce fruit in our lives. What that fruit will be depends on what SPIRIT was used to interpret the IMAGE resulting in our our FIRST reaction.
The IMAGES we have in our HEARTS are TRUE no matter what, the sensory receptors of our SOUL will have collected the data/dust. The IMAGE like all things however will be two edged, it can have either a POSITIVE effect on our lives, or a NEGATIVE one.
Unfortunately as we go through life, because we do not know the TRUTH we are led to believe the LIE contained within the TRUTH of the IMAGE, and unless that LIE is replaced by the TRUTH, we will keep REACTING to something happening in the now the way we did when out HEART was FIRST programmed, so we can be advanced in years but still react as if we were five.
Unfortunately our HEARTS are sick and deceived, the problem is we don’t know it and even if we do, the deception deceives and we believe something to be TRUE when it is not and we live our lives accordingly, and our HEART will REACT, AUTOMATICALLY and INSTANTANEOUSLY to certain stimuli that it interprets as the FIRST EVENT which it perceives as a threat to SELF.
We then question ourselves, “why did I do that” “if only I could do this or that” ” I am such a bad person” “I am not going to do that again” but when we do, we compound the problem and condemn ourselves, we build the wall higher, strengthen the barricade, put on bigger locks, hide behind the mask even more and with each subsequent event, an ITERATION of the FIRST FRACTAL, we move further away from realising WHO WE TRULY ARE.
The real problem comes when we know the lie that is in our HEART but we do it anyway, because we don’t know how to OVERCOME the ISSUES we have and stick with whatever scheme we have been taught, that we think gives MEANING, PURPOSE, ACCEPTANCE and SECURITY to our lives.
The problem with this, is that once the lie has been told, the first FRACTAL, we have to keep telling more lies to cover up, to protect that which we believe is who we are but with each subsequent lie the problem gets worse and worse.
Therein though lies the two edged sword, for as we move further away from being our TRUE SELF, we are are in fact moving closer to the day when the TRUTH will enter our HEARTS and we will be set free from the lies, to TRULY be the person we were CREATED TO BE, to find the REAL MEANING and PURPOSE of our lives because our ACCEPTANCE and SECURITY comes from FURTHER BACK and HIGHER UP.
Until then the weeds keep growing in our HEARTS, choking the space for the TRUTH to grow and slowly but surly we ourselves become a counterfeit of what we should TRULY be. We know deep inside there is something wrong, it is written on our HEARTS.
That is when the fences go up, we pad lock shut the gate to keep the secret safely locked away in our HEARTS so others can not see our frailty, we become shackled in chains to that first FRACTAL that we bury deep down hoping it will go away and have no effect on the rest of our lives.
Just like in a garden though, the weeds always grow faster than the grass and eventually over power it and choke it to death.
Unfortunately, every time there is an outside stimulus similar to the first, we will react to it, bury it deeper which only has the effect of hardening our HEARTS that little bit more, till like mine, it became like granite resulting in fear, separation and depression, among many other unhealthy addictive reactions.
Its bad enough that our own HEART is being destroyed, but unfortunately there will always be the HEARTS of others involved too.
But back to the weeds, it actually took me three months to be able to deal with the complaint, the reason, I couldn’t get into the no mans land, the WILDERNESS, because I didn’t have the RIGHT KEY
I had door keys, keys to my car, keys to my mowing machine, and the single key you can see is one the caretakers gave me believing it was the RIGHT key, but no.
This spoke to my HEART in the context of, no matter where you look, no matter what you try, whatever path you may tread, if you don’t have the RIGHT key your not getting in. Now eventually I did get the RIGHT KEY, but even then getting access into the area was hard work. The padlocks were all corroded and they took a great deal to prize open.
We ourselves are very much like that, we protect that which we believe gives us MEANING and PURPOSE and even when the RIGHT KEY has been found and our HEARTS are open to receive, the old programming engraved upon our HEARTS will dictate our responses AUTOMATICALLY and INSTANTANEOUSLY given the correct stimulus, that touches unhealed chambers within our HEART.
Our problem, we don’t know that we are believing lies to be TRUE and those we do, we hide behind a mask for FEAR of our shame being exposed. We put up FENCES, which both locks away the problem and also stops others getting in to help us.

Has you can see the fence line is quite extensive has are the weeds growing beyond it, unfortunately so are the ones growing in our HEARTS, we don’t like to admit it, we try and hide from them, but they are there and dictating the way we live our lives.
For we don’t see the world the way it is, we see the world the way we are.
Ancient HEBREW is the source and NATURE is the model, one does not contradict the other, in fact since ancient HEBREW is the source from which NATURE they compliment each other beautifully.
So if the eyes of our HEARTS are open to see, we can learn all we need to know from Ancient HEBREW and NATURE about the condition of our HEARTS.
Has a groundsman I have the honour and privilege of working with the land and because my HEART is free to see, and although many times I might not like what I am shown, the IMAGES the land gives me are the KEYS that unlock and release my HEART to live more freely everyday.
Knowing my HEART has been programmed from before conception, that it contains memories passed down through generations, that it has been programmed with IMAGES beyond my control, from parents, peers, the world systems, allows me to run to the problem instead of away from it, knowing that the way I REACT to a given situation is trying to teach me something about my CHARACTER and who I am in my HEART.
So that in the future through REVELATION in my HEART with new UNDERSTANDING which brings MATURITY, i can RESPOND to a given situation that in the past I would have REACTED to.
Our problem in this world is that we cant be seen to be weak, to have anything that would appear to be seen has abnormal, but who sets the standard. Unfortunately it is ourselves, we in our own pride and arrogance set the parameters of normality believing ourselves to be the yardstick.
What does this teach us about our HEARTS,
It demonstrates to me where my HEART is and what is required for AUTHENTIC TRANSFORMATION to take place, Millions of broken New Years resolutions, diet fads, failed attempts at a healthier life styles, countless affirmations that compound the problem when we fail, are testament that when it comes to a battle between the HEART and the SOUL, the HEART will win every time.
The problem being that the failure weakens our resolve by hardening our HEARTS burying the root of the problem even deeper. So instead of overcoming the problem it is compounded and gets worse and harder to overcome with each failure.
The beauty of knowing your HEART and the revelation that you have no control over its responses, releases you from a world lived in bondage to the HOPELESSNESS and CONDEMNATION we feel when our own efforts to over come and stop doing something we believe to be hurting us, keeps on failing, from this place we can REST in the only one who has the correct product to remove the weeds by REVEALING His TRUTH into our HEARTS.
Which brings me to the picture of my KEY fob, the remote control for the roller shutter door, unfortunately sometime ago the door broke but instead of replacing the broken bits because of the cost involved, they were shortened and while the modification worked for a while, eventually because of the added strain the winding mechanism failed.
This spoke to me of the cost of cutting corners and not investing in the RIGHT way, that when we compromise eventually something in our lives is going to give.
Anyway, the door would no longer move because the winding mechanism had broken, however I did not now this at the time because I believed it was a problem with the senses controlling the raising and lowering of the DOOR, the motor on pressing the remote would work but no DOOR movement.
This again was used to ILLUSTRATE to me how past programming can dictate what we perceive to be the problem, I had solved it before, with a simple turn it off, turn it back on again and it reset itself, but this time it was different, so it was to the HEART of the door I turned, the electronic box that controls the door movement.
That is where we ALL need to turn, for from our HEARTS flow ALL the ISSUES of life.
While I have enough of a general UNDERSTANDING of electrics to not kill myself, my knowledge of the workings in the HEART of the door was zero.
I played about with the reset button but in my attempts to get the door working actually caused more harm because I broke the receiver for the wavelength of the KEY fob. So now not even the motor mechanism would work.
So, while I actually had the RIGHT KEY in this instance, but because I was doing something which I thought to be RIGHT, I was in fact FOOLING myself, and in my own attempts to restore order, I severed the communication source between the RIGHT KEY and the HEART, causing more damage and chaos.
This lesson hit straight home, showing me how PRIDE in our HEARTS, a belief that we can sort things out by ourselves is going to lead to more damage and a disconnection from the SOURCE because we, in our pride can not receive the correct wavelength that is needed from the one who UNDERSTANDS our HEARTS, the only one who can bring about a TRUE working of the mechanics of our lives.
In closing, the day after these insights were given to me, I was sat in my office behind the black doors having a cup of tea, when I heard
two men talking outside who wanted to get into the boiler room next door so they could could check on the safe condition of the water.
“I cant get in” said one of the men ” I don’t have the RIGHT KEY”
I knew where the key was so went out to help, the man was stood there with a clip board with about ten different KEYS spread out on it, but not the RIGHT one, no matter which one he tried, he wasn’t getting in.
“I can help” I said ” you just need to know where to look” Lifted the brick and gave him the RIGHT KEY to open the door, five minutes later the job was done, he had added the chemical required to cleanse the water and was gone.


This concluded my insight beautifully, to cleanse our HEARTS we must have the RIGHT KEY, but just like the man trying to gain access into the boiler room, we don’t possess it, we have to be given it, only one person as the RIGHT KEY and we need to turn to Him to allow Him to unlock our HEART for it to be CLEANSED and PURIFIED through His TRUTH in order to have His LIFE.






