The IMAGE of the DREAM that I am about to PAINT is the REASON for Holy Pathway Ministries 125, it is ESSENTIALLY the HEART, the SEED of its BEING.
That ROOT of that SEED is, I BELIEVE, FIRMLY fixed in, the NAME, the CHARACTER, the ESSENCE of the PERSON in the DREAM who tapped me on the shoulder and gave me a clear INSTRUCTION.
That PERSON I BELIEVE was JESUS of NAZARETH, and because YOU are here READING this, then I would ENCOURAGE YOU to KEEP READING, because, if like me, YOU KNOW there is MORE to LIFE than your EXPERIENCING, then I BELIEVE I have something that BELONGS to YOU.
The INTENTION of HPM125 is, for that PERSON, through me, to RETURN to YOU.……… THAT WHICH BELONGS TO you, and that which YOU NEED to be FREE in ORDER for YOU to have PEACE.
Now before I tell you the DREAM let me give you some background, you can READ all about me HERE, but when I had the DREAM I was 48 years old and it was March 2009, up until having this DREAM, I couldn’t REMEMBER the last time I had a DREAM, I had many as a CHILD but they ALL got CRUSHED.
It was Christmas 2008 when I RECEIVED my GREATEST gift EVER, it was the PRESENT that SAVED my LIFE, it was that which made me WALK AGAIN and SET me on a PATHWAY to FREEDOM……I am NOT there yet, there is STILL a LONG WAY to go……..That SAME GIFT is waiting for YOU and maybe we can WALK it TOGETHER.
I had not been WALKING my NEW path very long when I had the DREAM because the PATH I was now on had OPENED my HEART to RECEIVE and SEE.
The FACT that your READING this…….I BELIEVE your HEART is also ready…….for its EYES are also OPEN.
So let me tell YOU the DREAM, but before you READ on, let me warn you if you are in any WAY squeamish, part of it is quite gory, but if you are READING this and one of the GIFTS DOES belong to you, then you must be in CONSIDERABLE PAIN, which I BELIEVE will start to EASE should you RECEIVE and OPEN the GIFT and MOST IMPORTANTLY, USE IT.
The DREAM.
I was away on MISSION somewhere, it was REMOTE, the middle of NOWHERE, a BIG WHITE TENT had been ERECTED as our BASE. The tent was LONG at the top of the tent, there was another SMALLER one connected to the side like an annex, if you can IMAGINE, it looks like an L only the mirror IMAGE.
We had come to the END of the mission and were taking some well earned REST and RECUPERATION, I had just come out of the annex and was making my way to the other end of the tent, which was about 50 yards away where my colleagues were gathered round a table, getting something to eat and drink.
I had not ventured far, when I felt a tap on my left shoulder, I TURNED AROUND to SEE who it was and the PERSON said, “COME WITH ME, I HAVE SOMETHING TO SHOW YOU” so I turned around and followed him back into the annex.
The person then went over and showed me what I describe as a Tomato crate, it was rectangular in shape and quite large, now here is the gory bit, within the crate were many AMPUTATED “FEET” severed at the ankles, with sandals on.
It wasn’t a pretty sight, without going into DETAILS it was quite horrific and it woke me up out of my DREAM, I INSTANTLY sat up in bed, it was 03:00am in the morning. I was shaken and I verbally spoke out “OH MY GOD WHAT IS THAT ALL ABOUT!” it was then I heard the reply “I WANT YOU TO RETURN THESE FEET TO MY PEOPLE SO THAT THEY MAY WALK AGAIN”
As you can IMAGINE, it has been with me since that day and is NEVER far from the FRONT of my THINKING. ……even now in writing it down, the VISION, the VOICE, the SMELLS are as CLEAR and REAL TODAY as they were the FIRST TIME.
I BELIEVE my JOURNEY for the last six years since then, has been one of God DIRECTING my PATH to this POINT and BEYOND as I WALK my PATHWAY in FELLOWSHIP with Him and my FEET SHOD with the PREPARATION of the GOSPEL of PEACE (Ephesians 6:15) and FOLLOW the WAY of my LORD JESUS.
TRUTH be know however, the whole JOURNEY of my LIFE has been the PREPARATION.
I do BELIEVE my LIFE has been in THREE parts, you can read more in my TESTIMONY, but the MIDDLE part from THIRTEEN to FORTY SEVEN took me to some VERY DARK places, where I was DESPERATE, FEARFUL, ANXIOUS, SEPARATED from EVERYONE around me, DEPRESSED and SUICIDAL………..I most DEFINITELY did NOT have any PEACE.
However, since that FATEFUL day of Christmas 2008 when I RECEIVED the GIFT of a NEW HEART, SOFTENED to RECEIVE the LIFE of the LIVING, RESURRECTED JESUS.
UNBEKNOWNST to me at the TIME with my NEW FEET, for I didn’t KNOW then about the ARMOUR of God, EACH NEW STEP I took with my LORD has my GUIDE, He REVEALED more and more to my HEART the IMAGES that He has in His HEART for me.
This PROCESS which is ONGOING and WILL BE till the day I RETURN to my FATHER, has however, OVERCOME some of the PAST PROGRAMMING in my HEART as the LIES I was BELIEVING to be TRUE and therefore, CONSEQUENTLY LIVING accordingly, to the PATTERNS of this world and its ruler, ACCOMPANIED also with ALL the HEARTACHE I was suffering and also inflicting on OTHERS.
So Why now, why as it taken so long to make this public?
Like I have said “it as ALL been PREPARATION”, the TIMING wasn’t RIGHT, my QUEST or so I THOUGHT was a SEARCH for the MEANING to the DREAM, only it is NOT my QUEST but the PATHWAY the FATHER has had me WALK, LEADING to the PRESENT DESTINATION and BEYOND.
The FATHER knows it will be an ARDUOUS JOURNEY for there are many FALSE IMAGES contained within OUR HEARTS, those LIES we are BELIEVING to be TRUE because the father of lies has placed them there as NEGATIVE IMAGES, IMPRINTED on our HEARTS that need to be REPLACED with the TRUTH and the POSITIVE IMAGE of OUR LORD JESUS.
If we look at the other verses of the ARMOUR of God in EPHESIANS 6:10-17, we SEE that we are ONLY ABLE to STAND FIRM against the SCHEMES of the devil by being STRONG in the LORD and the STRENGTH of His MIGHT.
There is NOTHING WE OURSELVES can do.
Ephesians 6:10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in the strength of His might.
6:11 Put on the full armor of God, so that you will be able to stand firm against the schemes of the devil.
6:12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the powers, against the world forces of this darkness, against the spiritual forces of wickedness in the heavenly places.
6:13 Therefore, take up the full armor of God, so that you will be able to resist in the evil day, and having done everything, to stand firm.
6:14 Stand firm therefore, HAVING GIRDED YOUR LOINS WITH TRUTH, and HAVING PUT ON THE BREASTPLATE OF RIGHTEOUSNESS,
6:15 and having shod YOUR FEET WITH THE PREPARATION OF THE GOSPEL OF PEACE;
6:16 in addition to all, taking up the shield of faith with which you will be able to extinguish all the flaming arrows of the evil one.
6:17 And take THE HELMET OF SALVATION, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God.
Has we can SEE in verse 14, with the FREE GIFT I RECEIVED Christmas 2008, my LOINS were GIRDED with the TRUTH, I BECAME RIGHTEOUS and my FEET were SHOD WITH THE PREPARATION OF THE GOSPEL OF PEACE;
The TRUTH I received was JESUS and my RIGHTEOUSNESS was His, ALL I HAVE, and ALL I AM is IN JESUS, I am ALIVE because I have His LIFE.
But HOW can we STAND FIRM against the SCHEMES of the devil if we have NO BASE…….HOW can we TRULY DEFEAT the ruler of this world if he has removed from us, through DECEPTION and LIES, the WEAPONS we are to USE AGAINST him.
That ANSWER came some FOUR YEARS after the DREAM, I had been READING the book of ROMANS for about EIGHT months trying to MEMORISE it, the OX in us, because we are TRAINED and PROGRAMMED that WAY, was WORKING HARD, but to NO Avail.
The OX.…… NEVER will but that’s for another TIME.
Many LIGHTS had been switched on and many REVELATIONS had touched my HEART, FREEDOM had come from many ADDICTIONS and the FRUITS of the SPIRIT, LOVE, JOY, PEACE, PATIENCE, KINDNESS, GOODNESS, FAITHFULNESS, GLADNESS and SELF CONTROL were GROWING.
The FEAR, ANXIETY and many other PROBLEMS in my LIFE, HAD and were being HEALED as the LIGHT of JESUS and His IMAGE replaced the DARK as the LIFE of JESUS, GREW BRIGHTER and BRIGHTER in my HEART.
So the ANSWER came out of the blue FOUR years after the DREAM one Sunday afternoon, I was cooking tea and CONVERSING with my FATHER in HEAVEN, and while I was STOOD at the sink, I heard the WORDS, “The God of PEACE will SOON crush Satan under your FEET. The grace of our LORD JESUS be with you”.
“IS THAT IT” I exclaimed “IS THAT THE ANSWER”……………..“YES” was the simple reply.
And while I couldn’t REMEMBER any verses from OX centered ENDEAVORS, I KNEW INSTANTLY it was from ROMANS.
Romans 16:20 The God of peace will soon crush Sat an under your feet. The grace of our Lord Jesus be with you.
SOON however in the FATHERS TIMING doesn’t mean INSTANTLY, it has taken another TWO years to get here, many PATHS have been TRODDEN in that TIME but God has been EVER FAITHFUL, SHOWING ME and TEACHING me that RELIGION doesn’t work, that we will NEVER get to TRULY KNOW the REAL JESUS and have the CLOSE, PERSONAL, INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP with Him that we are supposed to have with our INTELLECT.
WE CAN NOT meet Him on a SOULISH level, UNFORTUNATELY, there are so MANY WITHIN the CHURCH who are being DECEIVED and DON’T TRULY KNOW Him, have had THEIR FEET REMOVED by CREATING Him in THEIR OWN IMAGE and SUFFERING in the PROCESS.
That is NOT the FATHERS HEART, He wants to RETURN TO YOU, YOUR FEET, in ORDER for YOU to WALK HUMBLY BEFORE Him in SPIRIT and TRUTH and REST in Him to be AUTHENTICALLY TRANSFORMED and in the PROCESS CRUSH satan and his SCHEMES under your FEET.
