Why HPM125

Well many things have happened so far during my 53 year JOURNEY of life on this planet.

TODAY, I would say that I have actually only TRULY been  ALIVE for SEVEN years of them, to be precise CHRISTMAS 2008 was when I RECEIVED JESUS of NAZARETH into my HEART and it started BEATING in accord with the one WHO is ALIVE for my LIFE..

My JOURNEY so far, and I don’t see it ever changing, has been in THREE stages.

You can READ in more depth ABOUT ME,  HERE  but all along from an early age on my JOURNEY, I have known there was far MORE to me than I had ACHIEVED, that there was more to me than met the EYE, that I was LIVING behind a MASK and that I was FALLING well short of the GREAT POTENTIAL that I KNEW was INSIDE me.

I have somehow known this from early on in my JOURNEY for it was WRITTEN on my HEART from the BEGINNING, only I couldn’t READ then and by the TIME I could, it was to LATE, because the PROGRAMMING of my HEART that I RECEIVED from BIRTH, came from the WRONG SPIRIT and it LOCKED away in a CAGE that which was mine by BIRTHRIGHT, only I didn’t KNOW because those TEACHING me didn’t KNOW. 

I believe with ALL my HEART that each and everyone of us on this planet is BORN with GREAT POTENTIAL, it is INHERENT, that we ALL have a SEED planted in our HEARTS, a HOMING DEVICE that IF the EYES of our HEARTS are OPEN to see it, it WILL lead US HOME.

My PROBLEM then and I BELIEVE that it is the PROBLEM of us ALL, is that while we KNOW we have this GREAT POTENTIAL, we BELIEVE we CAN ACCOMPLISH it in our OWN UNDERSTANDING, with our INTELLECT and that we as HUMAN BEINGS can ACCOMPLISH anything.

It is our PRIDE, our FALSE SELF that BELIEVES we have it ALL together when we are ACCOMPLISHING that which we have FOUGHT so hard to ACHIEVE, that which we BELIEVE makes us COMPLETE and gives our LIFE MEANING and a PURPOSE.

However if we LOOK at many of the CELEBRITIES or those who we IDOLISE who APPEAR to have it ALL, but we DONT need to LOOK far to SEE many who are SUFFERING with something from one degree to another.

Recently this was HIGHLIGHTED to me concerning Whitney Houston and how she had been ROBBED of LIFE by her ADDICTIONS.

I BELIEVE with ALL My HEART that NO she wasn’t, I have been there, NOT that I could sing, but in my SEARCHING for life’s FULFILLMENT, that in my OWN STRENGTH, I could NOT FIND that which would SATISFY and fill the VOID I FELT in my HEART, which LEAD to many ADDICTIONS that were only a sticking plaster for a SERIOUSLY WOUNDED HEART.

Although I didn’t KNOW it I was a DEAD MAN WALKING, and while my ADDICTIONS didn’t kill me physically, they DID bring me to the END of MYSELF as I CONTEMPLATED the only WAY out.

Many I BELIEVE who die from an OVERDOSE or seemingly from their ADDICTION is a CRY for HELP gone to far.

Whitney, like MYSELF and many OTHERS are DEAD long before the overdose.

What I BELIEVE really killed her was the FALSE NEGATIVE IMAGES stored in her HEART, the LIES she was BELIEVING to be TRUE and the ADDICTIONS and fatal overdose came from trying to FILL the VOID that was left when whatever HABITS she had LEARNED didn’t fulfill the TRUE DESIRES in her HEART.

That VOID we have in our HEARTS is, I BELIEVE, that DIVINE SPARK we ALL have and were CREATED with, but is DORMANT from BIRTH as we ENTER this world IGNORANT of its RULERS SCHEMES and FALL PREY to them because we are DISCONNECTED from our ALEPH with NO defence.

We soon come to BELIEVE that our ONLY defence is OURSELVES and the more we ACHIEVE the GREATER our BELIEF that we are OUR OWN SELF CONTAINED POWER SOURCES.

At age 47, I came to the END of MY RESOURCES having FALLEN WAY SHORT of the POTENTIAL that I KNEW existed WITHIN, thats when I RECEIVED JESUS of NAZARETH into my HEART

It is that BELIEF, my TRUST and FAITH which stirs my HEART, when I see the SAME THINGS that have happened on my JOURNEY happening on the JOURNEY of others on their own PATH to DESTRUCTION.

Its FRACTAL, the FIRST NEGATIVE IMAGE, repeating itself over and over again until those ITERATIONS become to much and we cant live with them anymore so something has to give

John 10:10 “The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy; I came that they may have life, and have it abundantly.

That I by the way is not me, but the TRUTH (EMET), the ALEPHTAV, the ESSENCE, the CHARACTER, the PERSON, JESUS.

As I have said, many things have happened along my JOURNEY and hopefully the IMAGE of my JOURNEY will be seen more clearly throughout this site as more pieces of the JIGSAW PUZZLE which is my LIFE are fitted together. 

The BIGGER PICTURE of my life becomes CLEARER each day, ALL the pieces of my PERSONAL JIGSAW PUZZLE that have so far being pieced together to make up the IMAGE I believe the FATHER sees in His HEART, not the IMAGE I think I see, for He is the ONE with the BOX LID, not me, I had one, but it was a COUNTERFEIT, unfortunately my HEART still possess many pieces that don’t fit the TRUE picture and need DISCARDING and RESHAPING but only the FATHER can do it, He is the ONE who REVEALS to me and has used them to form my HEART into the REALITY of HOLY PATHWAY MINISTRIES 125.

There is still much WORK for Him to do, PLEASE note the FATHER does the WORK, ALL I can do is REST in Him, in His TRUTH and ALLOW Him to shine the LIGHT and REVEAL what His INTENTION for my HEART is, ONLY He KNOWS it and UNDERSTANDS it.

Jeremiah 17:9 “The heart is more deceitful than all else And is desperately sick; Who can understand it?

My BELIEF is that yes, we as human beings can achieve so much, that is undeniable, but achieving it in our own strength is FUTILE and CHASING after wind, realising our TRUE POTENTIAL CAN NOT  be done on OUR OWN separated from the TRUTH, for the INTENT of the THOUGHTS of our HEARTS are set on EVIL.

Genesis 6:5 Then the LORD saw that the wickedness of man was great on the earth, and that every intent of the thoughts of his heart was only evil continually.

We THINK and BELIEVE we can, but we FOOL ourselves, or more to the point we are fooled. Whitney Houston being a case in point, Tiger Woods also, the list is endless.

For the TRUE IMAGE of our lives to be pieced together and for us to REACH and FULFILL our TRUE POTENTIAL while here, and for our LIVES to have TRUE MEANING and PURPOSE, the ONE who SEES  and KNOWS the IMAGE on our BOX LID has to be putting the pieces together.

We may realise our POTENTIAL on the stage or in the sporting arena, but that’s not our TRUE POTENTIAL, the FATHER of our SOULS knows and is only TRULY concerned about the CONDITION of our HEARTS.

This TRUTH can only be found in the original script of ancient Hebrew. A language that became prominent in my life back in 2010 when I started studying it and learning it. It is NOT of this WORLD.

So as I meditated on a Human potential movement, knowing I had fallen well short and believing in my HEART the only way our TRUE POTENTIAL can be realised is through a PERSONAL, LOVING, INTIMATE relationship with the FATHER, a light bulb moment occurred, and out of my mouth as I thought Human Potential movement I uttered the phrase HOLY PATHWAY MINISTRIES.

This for me was profound, those words uttered were a DABAR moment. Let me explain, the Hebrew word translated into the English word, WORD is DABAR, but in Hebrew, like every other word, the letters also mean so much more.

The ALEPHBET page explains in greater detail.

The word DABAR literally means the ESSENCE, the CHARACTER, the PERSON not a label, the REALITY not a concept.

So I knew, the words uttered has a CONCEPT would one day become my REALITY, setting in motion, that one day, the IMAGES that had formed in my HEART would have MEANING and PURPOSE.

WE ARE WHO WE ARE IN OUR HEARTS.

However, I never really gave it another thought but the SEED had been planted and whatever FRUIT will be produced depends on the NATURE of the SEED.

Over time that SEED has been WATERED, GERMINATED and MATURED by the paths my FATHER/Mentor has had me travel and one day, thinking about nature, I was considering, what did my day at work have to teach me about my HEART.

How could I share with others what was in my HEART, how it had been HEALED and RENEWED and how, could I be USED by the FATHER for Him to get His message across to touch the HEARTS of others so that through me the TESTIMONY of my LIFE would make a difference in their lives.

Revelation 12:11 “And they overcame him because of the blood of the Lamb and because of the word of their testimony, and they did not love their life even when faced with death.

The FATHER caused the growth of the SEEDS planted and the IMAGE formed in my HEART, so one day, out of the blue, the CONCEPT to depict my day at work in IMAGES, became a REALITY to illustrate the THOUGHTS and INTENTIONS of my HEART, to portray in IMAGES the lessons my FATHER wanted to teach ME through my daily routines as I viewed them through a new paradigm, in order to HELP others overcome ISSUES in their lives and realise the GREAT POTENTIAL that lies within, but can not be grasped.

Hebrews 4:12 For the word of God is living and active and sharper than any two-edged sword, and piercing as far as the division of soul and spirit, of both joints and marrow, and able to judge the thoughts and intentions of the heart.

Anyway, with the IMAGE of telling my work day story in pictures on my HEART, I proceeded to take numerous pictures of my day at work and wrote about my day through the meaning of those pictures and what they meant to my HEART, because every picture tells a story.

Those FIRST pictures I took lay dormant however for a while, FRACTAL again, yet GROWING and MATURING in my HEART, till one day I just signed up to wordpress.com, and AUTOMATICALLY and INSTANTANEOUSLY, the moment I was asked for a domain name, I KNEW it had to be…………. HOLY PATHWAY MINISTRIES.

Those initial Pictures and what they mean can be seen HERE. 

Another one called “The RIGHT KEY” came after I had started the site which I believe sums up beautifully the reason for it,

The colours and HEBREW SYMBOLS  and the number 125 came later as the FATHER reminded me of the SOURCE and connected the initials HPM with the HEBREW letters HEY, PEH and MEM and their number value, the gematria, which for the HEY is 5, the PEH is 80 and the MEM is 40 that when added together equals 125.

In HEBREW the number EIGHT symbolises MANS ability to TRANSCEND our perceived limitations, however this can only be achieved in KNOWING and RESTING in the TRUTH.

The meaning of the number “EIGHT”in the Bible is “New Beginnings”… The eighth day was NEW after God rested. There are 7 days in a week and the 8th day is a new beginning. YESHUA rose on the 8th day which was a new beginning for the world.

This brings SIGNIFICANCE to the number 125 of this site when added together you get EIGHT which is the HEART of this site, that we ALL can walk a PATHWAY closer to the people we were CREATED to be and go beyond our perceived limitations, by walking along side each other being lead by the TRUTH.

That is how HOLY PATHWAY MINISTRIES 125 came into BEING, HPM125 was BORN..

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